An apology and a request

[makes_you_tick]

Thank you to everyone that helped me the night I arrived. I apologize for how unstable I must have seemed, I imagine I didn't help with the craziness of the rips and the blood. But I assure you I'm doing better now- much like the City, it seems. All I needed was a good night's sleep and some food.

Unfortunately, the amnesia is still affecting me- I've had little bits and pieces come back, but they don't seem to mesh with the few things people have told me about myself. I know I'm supposed to be a watchmaker- and I seem to have the talent for it, from somewhere- but it doesn't feel like something I would do.

As such, if there's anyone willing to help me recover my memories, I'd very much appreciate it. If there's anyone willing even to tell me what they know about me, that would be wonderful. The faster I piece this together, the faster I can get back to leading a full life.

Comments

for now, this coment DOES NOT EXIST but Faith says ...shit.

[stacked]

[adamantined]

You're a psychotic, homicidal -

[adamantined]

You could always make a trade to get your memories back.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

Hello again, Claire.

You say I can make a trade for my memories? With who?

I don't know if it matters, though- I don't have anything to trade.

Not a comment at all

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

[ Aw, poor Faith. But he'll be back to himself soon! ...which is also not all that comforting. ]

[adamantined]

The deities. They run the show around here. They can get you anything for a price.

Everyone has something to trade.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

The deities- the ones asking for help with the rips?

I don't, though. I've just got the clothes on my back. What could I possibly give them?

[adamantined]

Yeah, those guys.

They wouldn't take the clothes off of your back. Your memories, if you had some. Powers.

STILL NOT A COMMENT she'll just be... over here. Not talking for the moment.

[stacked]

[ ...NOT HELPFUL 'so, I'm no longer a freakishly clingy amnesiac! Instead, I know we used to bang and you took the coward's way out and left me when I was gone, wrecked our apartment and stole my shit.'

Sob. ]

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

Powers? The strange things I can do? They can have them, as far as I'm concerned. I'd like to know who I am.

I kept hearing about how untrustworthy they were, however. Maybe I'll hold off on that as a last resort. But thank you for the advice, I'll keep it in mind.

How've you been, lately? Well, I hope.

[adamantined]

Then they won't take them.

Oh, I've been just... peachy.

[holymadonna.livejournal.com]

Gabriel?

I must have missed your return, I apologize because I was indisposed. You do remember your name, don't you?

[liveontoday.livejournal.com]

Ah, amnesia...
I wish I could help you. Do you have any friends in the City that remember you?

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

I'm still pretty new to everything, so please humor me here- was that sarcasm? It's hard to tell over text.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

I don't. People have told me it's Gabriel, but I'm not sure if I believe them. Do you know me?

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I've met a few people that remember me, but they won't tell me much. It's a little ominous, isn't it?

[adamantined]

Why would I be sarcastic?

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

Thank you for answering my entry, at least. I'd hoped you'd made it through the chaos all right.

[adamantined]

I'm a lot tougher than most people give me credit for.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

That's good...I think.

[adamantined]

Yeah, well, good luck and everything.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I have a feeling I'm going to need it.

[dreamsofnoah]

The offer's still open~, if you're sure it's what you want.

[makes-you-tick.livejournal.com]

I don't think I can really continue until I know more about myself. If you're willing to tell me what you know, I'm willing to listen.

[dreamsofnoah]

Okay~, then.