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Sep. 19th, 2010 09:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
makes_you_tick....no, I won't. I've ducked it all day, I-
[muffled thumping noises, followed by an annoyed grunt]
When I was five, I lost my Hot Wheels car behind the seat in an old grungy diner. I was only paying half of my attention to it. My father had brought me in there to meet my aunt and uncle- I didn't understand it then, but now I can put the pieces together. He gave them a giant wad of cash and then told me to stay. I didn't listen, I followed him out...damn it.
My mother was still in the car, and this is all I remember seeing of her, just that face in the dirty car window. She argued with him, and he did something- blood poured out of her head and he pushed her out of the car. He left her lying on the dirt road as he drove away. I don't remember if I cried or not. All I remember is my aunt trying to turn my head away, telling me that it didn't happen.
[There's a quiet moment, followed by a crash. Unfortunately the device is still on.]
That's enough.
[he gets it this time, and the recording cuts out]
[muffled thumping noises, followed by an annoyed grunt]
When I was five, I lost my Hot Wheels car behind the seat in an old grungy diner. I was only paying half of my attention to it. My father had brought me in there to meet my aunt and uncle- I didn't understand it then, but now I can put the pieces together. He gave them a giant wad of cash and then told me to stay. I didn't listen, I followed him out...damn it.
My mother was still in the car, and this is all I remember seeing of her, just that face in the dirty car window. She argued with him, and he did something- blood poured out of her head and he pushed her out of the car. He left her lying on the dirt road as he drove away. I don't remember if I cried or not. All I remember is my aunt trying to turn my head away, telling me that it didn't happen.
[There's a quiet moment, followed by a crash. Unfortunately the device is still on.]
That's enough.
[he gets it this time, and the recording cuts out]
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voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 04:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:17 am (UTC)I... I saw my mother die too.
voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 04:21 am (UTC)-I know what he did now. It was telekinesis.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:24 am (UTC)...then you know.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:30 am (UTC)My aunt told me she was my mother all along. My uncle left. I didn't remember all of this until recently.
They told you-? [he cuts himself off- he doesn't understand, but he knows he shouldn't ask.]
voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 04:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:32 am (UTC)But thank you.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:32 am (UTC)My dad said it was my fault because I was bad and that I should have died instead of her.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:32 am (UTC)voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 04:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:35 am (UTC)Your father sounds even worse than mine.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:37 am (UTC)He wasn't a very nice man. When I got bigger he thought about doing bad things to me so I ran far away.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:39 am (UTC)I broke beyond repair that dayI couldn't handle it, it seems. I forgot it had happened. I've forgotten almost everything from before then.
no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:41 am (UTC)Good.
I should probably be glad my fathers ran away from me and saved me the trouble.no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 04:43 am (UTC)voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 04:44 am (UTC)voice; biggest placeholder of all time T__T /but has been waiting for something like this sob
Date: 2010-09-20 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 05:03 am (UTC)Is there anything to do to help that? Therapy, or... I don't know. Anything.
OMG. NEED.TO. HUG.SYLAR. NAO
Date: 2010-09-20 09:24 am (UTC)voice;
Date: 2010-09-20 03:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 03:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-09-20 03:08 pm (UTC)voice; aha! yes. :3
Date: 2010-09-20 03:10 pm (UTC)