[personal profile] makes_you_tick
[private thoughts]

It's been almost a year since I got my last ability. I can't ignore it anymore. It's eating me up from the inside.

Damn that curse. I never wanted to think about my father again, but this City won't let it go. I hope he's suffering, wherever he is.

There are people I could go after here- so many with friends, but a few that don't have anyone. Maybe I don't even have to take the power, I could just see how it works. If I shapeshift they wouldn't even know it was me.

No, I- I couldn't fall back on my abilities. My telekinesis won't help me here. Maybe if I took something blunt from the warehouse- it'd serve Anthony right to lose a wrench or two. He's brilliant enough, he can work with less. It probably wouldn't even phase him. Maybe if they traced the wrench--

.....this is bad.

[/end private thoughts]

[private to Anthony]

Hey, Anthony. I can't meet you for designs or building today. I don't think I'd be that great to be around right now, it might not be safe. Maybe later?

[/end private]


Shop's closed today. Call my phone if you need something.


[ooc: So yeah, Sylar's big sin has always been jealousy, and it's been worse than usual lately thanks to curses and people pointing out that he hasn't stolen a power for a loooong while. Throw in today's curse and it's REALLY bad. If anyone's up for catching Sylar being creepy/dangerous/just-outright-mean or for even getting attacked or hurt (if your character has an ability/magic/power/extra-smarts/etc), feel free to start an action thread. He'll be wandering around ALL over the City. ]

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Date: 2010-10-04 03:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coffeenspeed.livejournal.com
Are you okay?

I mean,sure, I don't mind rescheduling, but is everything okay?

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
No, it's not. You can't help with this, though. Best if you just stay away for awhile.

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coffeenspeed.livejournal.com
Okay, if you think so... But... If you need anything, you know where to find me right?

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Don't offer 'anything' when you don't know what I'll be asking for.

But yes, I know where to find you. Maybe it'd be better if I didn't.

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coffeenspeed.livejournal.com
...

Gabriel... What's going on? Are you cursed or something?

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Wish I was. Turns out I can only hide my true nature for so long. Eventually, my mind won't let me ignore it. You made me think that maybe I could keep things together, maybe I could build something that'd last, but it'll never be true. I'm a monster, plain and simple.

I always hurt the people I'm close to. So you need to stay away from me here.

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coffeenspeed.livejournal.com
[let's take a moment so that Anthony can pretend this didn't hurt him at all]

You're not a monster, Gabriel. If you were you wouldn't care if you hurt me or not...

Come on, talk to me, what brought this on?

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Date: 2010-10-04 05:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
You could never hope to understand it. You're not broken. You've had a good life, with people who care about you and a brilliance that doesn't come from a special ability.

I've been trying to ignore this for so long, but it gnaws at me and- I'm not going to be able to reform, not for good. All those people back home were right. Maybe my control is better than everyone else's, but there are too many people here with abilities I don't have. I can't fix this. I'm always going to need more.

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Date: 2010-10-04 04:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] perspectiveguy.livejournal.com
Will do? [He sees how creepy you are there and he's worried.]

Date: 2010-10-04 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Some people can't take a hint. Of course, when he has a bad day, he's got plenty of people to talk to about it.

Good.

Date: 2010-10-04 05:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
It's been awhile since I had a real day off, that's all.

Date: 2010-10-04 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] perspectiveguy.livejournal.com
You sound agitated [or like a guy going through withdrawal] but, be careful, then okay? I just got back. Can't lose you again. Or, any of this.

Date: 2010-10-04 05:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
What would you lose? You don't remember any of it when you go back home, anyway.

Date: 2010-10-04 05:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] perspectiveguy.livejournal.com
I still lose it all. And gain unwanted complications in my head.

Date: 2010-10-04 05:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Isn't that always the way?

Of course, I'm dead now, so I don't have to worry about those extra complications.

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Date: 2010-10-04 06:32 pm (UTC)
adamantined: (HARD-PRESSED)
From: [personal profile] adamantined
What if I really get the urge to ask if your refrigerator's running?

Date: 2010-10-04 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
It's not a good day for that.

Date: 2010-10-04 08:07 pm (UTC)
adamantined: (MALFUNCTIONING)
From: [personal profile] adamantined
Why, did it run away?

Date: 2010-10-04 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Leave me alone You never know, in this City.

Date: 2010-10-04 08:19 pm (UTC)
adamantined: (GUARDS)
From: [personal profile] adamantined
That's true. Things come and go around here all the time. Buildings, seasons we're familiar with, people. It's just par for the course, right?

Date: 2010-10-04 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
Yep. Although it does have a tendency to take away people more than anything else. Not me, of course.

Date: 2010-10-04 08:54 pm (UTC)
adamantined: (PARALYSIS)
From: [personal profile] adamantined
Be careful. You might jinx yourself.

Date: 2010-10-04 08:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] makes-you-tick.livejournal.com
I'm not sure I care either way, anymore.

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Date: 2010-10-07 01:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citadelspirit.livejournal.com
And what is your malfunction?

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