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I didn't want to hurt any of them, you know. It wasn't my choice, I just couldn't do anything to stop it. I could just see how to take the ability and I had to- I had to. And even when I tried to stop it, other people came between me and my intentions. Suresh, he didn't understand, and he was so excited, he practically forced me to continue. He told me he didn't care how it happened, he was just glad it did.

I fought all that, the temptation and the encouragement, and I was going to stop. And then Elle Bishop showed up in my life- just appeared like a little blonde angel, she saved the day and convinced me I was fine the way I was, and then she betrayed me. Brought me someone, and even I could see then that she meant for me to kill him. I just couldn't fathom why, or how she even knew that I had killed Mr. Davis.

It wasn't my choice- there was nothing I could do to stop it. Between my parents, the scientist, the agent, and the undeniable urge, I never had a chance. I felt like I was outside of it, watching it all happen.

It wasn't my fault...

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[voice] :< sorry gabriel.....conflicted elle is conflicted...

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Damn it!

[ And she terminates the network connection by lol destroying it by accident.... out of control... indeed. ]